My priorities!

It is hard to find a balance in life especially when you have a family. When I was younger and single I could spend all my time doing whatever I wanted to do. I used to spend my time preparing myself. I spend many hours studying music. I spend my time working and with my friends. I had a happy life. Now that my priorities have changed I feel overwhelmed. I would love to spend my entire time with my family and my kids but it is not real. I need my personal time too. Before I realized that I used to feel guilty when I was not with my kids. But then I realized that it wasn't healthy for me. In order to give to others I needed to have something. I needed to invest time in me to have enough to give to others. I made a list of my priorities and then I started to feel less guilty when I couldn't do some things. First is God and then my family. My studies and social life come after that. So I rather be with my family than on a society event. I now feel happier. I am grateful to God for all the opportunities I have to learn. Being a wife and a young mother is not easy. There are many things I need to learn. I know that I trust God he will give me the tools to overcome my trials. I have found peace and joy as a mother. I know that this is the place where I am supposed to be right now. I am not leading a company because I cannot do it I am not leading a company because I have decided that this is the time for me and my kids. They will grow up fast and this is the time to teach them and guide them. They are my most precious treasure in my life!